Was reading Celine's blog and clicked on this link;
http://memyselfmine.blogspot.com/

I cried. Over life stories that were so overwelming. If i know such something will happen to my Baby, i will give up everything. I will cherish, i will let him do whatever he likes. I rather be crying one or two days for being upset and angry. I dont want to cry my life away cause of Regret. Cause i was 'xiao qi' and unforgiving.

I will try much harder.